Gunslinger

First post in a very long time.
University is keeping me way busy.
Esp Maths 332(harder than expected, and I expected it to be hard), my time is almost wholly tied up with studies and other productive stuff.
I’ve even almost stopped playing games(which is amazing + I’ve always wanted to quit).

Will probably move over to Blogspot very soon(If I ever manage to get it to look presentable)
This will probly stay as a place to rant and rave, but the other one will be more of an ‘Intellectual’ nature(at least, I hope so)
Would be weird to mix and match both of them.

BCG is open, if any1 even knows what that is.

A short preview mayhaps?

Al-Shafi’e said : "When people go to sleep, I let my tears flow, and I recite a verse of the most eloquent poetry. Is it not a waste that nights go by and I do not increase in knowledge, yet this time is counted as part of my life?"
 

{“We have written in the Zabur (Book of David) after the remembrance,
that the earth shall be inherited by the pious servants. Verily in this
is a message to a worshipping people.} Surah 21:105

Been a while since I’ve posted anything…
To be expected of course, it’s been a really boring week(mostly due to the fact that my allergies are acting up, my nose is itching 24/7 with sneezing bouts in between)
Kinda stuck trying to keep myself from literally ripping my nose off~

On a sidenote, been trying to move to a new blog as I wanted more customization options…
Of course since it’s been years since i’ve dabbled in any sort of HTML and CSS, things are going at a snail’s pace…
Full CSS works, but it looks horrible(mostly because i suck at CSS), while integrating both gives me headaches….

I thinK I’ll sleep this one out and figure something out for next week…

very unhappy day today…
ran into some trouble which made me really want to kill somebody..a very bad sign
rarely get this angry…*sigh*
luckily was in the afternoon..so didn’t carry into evening’s football game
won 2-1, not bad but could’ve used more cover…

just tried out FEAR Combat..it’s nice, reminds me of my old Quake2 + TeamFortress days…it’s free too
check it out ya~

still looking for books to buy…all the series i’m waiting for aren’t out yet
probly gonna re-read The Dark Tower saga again…it’s gonna take weeks even for me
currently re-reading The Sword of Truth series…almost finished btw
anyway, feeling sleepy…so i need to go play my daily gaming hours…haha~

waiting for the last book of The Wheel of Time series, "A Memory Of Light’.
should be an interesting read, heard it’s gonna be a very looonngg book…hehe~ finally sumthin to occupy my time with
just finished Phantom btw(Sword Of Truth series for the unenlightened)..quite full of surprises actually but sum of the stuff is just plain weird…can’t wait to see Six and Jagang get pwned(hopefully) but with the Boxes of Orden in play, who knows what’ll happen?

been wanting to blog for awhile now…but just couldn’t start, probly cos I find it hard to stop if i start writing…another reason why i love and loathe writing…
kinda tired too…still haven’t gotten enuf sleep, adeh~ which means this week is gonna be full of jus lazying around..even more than usual..haha

currently playing Dungeon Siege 2, CivCity Rome, X3, Prey, Tiger Woods PGA Tour 06…and there’s always Rome Total War in the background…still waiting for Medieval 2

"I am very patient, but I am not very tolerant." — Richard Rahl

kinda tired…just finished removing any trace of StarForce(or StarFarce as we like to call it), da most annoying CP i’ve ever encountered period.
tried to reverse engineer(thx to reloaded) the damn thing so i could play X3, but to no avail..
finally just changed the damn exe
not to mention the so-called remover doesn’t work with SF v4(at least not for me) so i had to manually remove the drivers…*sigh*
now i remember why the disc was laying around but nobody bothered to play…

mentioned to a friend that i’d try to post some of my old works today..sorry
can’t make do on that, not only haven’t I got the strength but it seems everything has conveniently gone *missing*…
not in a writing mood anyhow, at least not until I finish reading Vegetius’ Epitoma rei militaris (also referred to as De Re Militari)

for Sword of Truth fans, Phantom is out(18th July actually)..just found out, damn
probly gonna buy it at the same time I’m going for my grad i guess, it’d be a miracle if the book shows up around these parts

" The sweetness of victory and the bitterness of defeat are alike a knife of dreams. "

    - From Fog and Steel by Madoc Comadrin

"GER 0 - ITA 2(After Extra Time)

First message of the day, very big suprise…forza Azzurri~ didn’t really xpect them to go all da way…

Still tired from BTN…heard things bout it but it wasn’t dat bad xcept for 3 things :
the heat, the last ceramah, and al-ghuyyub
1st day was ur usual..xcept it was very hot, rivaled the heat here at home..
didn’t really mind xcept that it made sleeping troublesome..
2nd day was the start…ceramah wuz okay xcept for da last..
I can proudly say that of all the ceramahs, da last was the only one I slept through..very very very boring..
it’s been a long time since i’ve been treated like that..I mean we’re not stupid aight(granted, sumtimes we’re not ’smart’)
And the rest is history..al-ghuyyub cam bese cari point nak pekene org jer
kesian jgk, terpk asyik kutuk die je tp tatau la…..

group ldk ok jek…big and haroun da loudmouths as usual..hehe~
me..I try, but talking..juz isn’t me, sorry guys..much prefer to just listen, so if anything it’s my fault
fasi standard je..but his neutral stance I commend, not bound by preconceptions and considers all possibilities(a quality somewhat lacking in some, I noticed)
makan die sedap gak(banding ngan ds dulu) tp mane leh lawan masakan mak…
nationalism I can handle, but fanaticism can only be tolerated so much..kalau dengar ade ldk tu sedeh je
kemelayuan tinggi sgt(bkn xleh ade) sampai kate memacam ’bout other people..not a good sign
melayu? malaysia? hm…

tazkirah/pendidikan moral? really? hm hm..it’s true kite amik yg baik x kira sape yg ckp..
ustaz die pn ok jek, walaupun ciplak kuat tp layan je..yg penting ilmu
but I really wonder, when the people supposed to guide you tell you to qamat 5 mins b4 masuk waktu, what is the world coming to?
dahla out of topic je memanjang..’malaysia negara Islam’? please…don’t make me laugh..very fishy
not to mention the information is less than reliable..dengan mudah menyandarkan sesuatu tanpa menyelidiki terdahulu
"Tuntulah Ilmu sampai ke negeri China"?? adeh…another result of our ways..sudahla batil malah disebarkan..
Shaykh al-Albaani : Da’eef al-Jaami’

“But as for him who feared standing before his Lord, and restrained himself from impure evil desires and lusts.

Verily, Paradise will be his abode”

[al-Naazi’aat 79:40-41] 

not really interested in blogging…there r other, more important things in life(admittedly i’m not doing much of ‘em…)

another one and a half months to go…can’t wait for ma results
good or not, u get what u deserve
Verily, Allah does not overlook even one good deed
really want to go overseas, but will accept what has been Written…

And Allah knows best…

[Cadsuane] Do you believe a man must be hard? Or strong?
[Sorilea] Most men see the two as one and the same, Cadsuane Melaidhrin. Strong endures; hard shatters.

The leaf lives its appointed time,and does not struggle against the wind that carries it away. The leaf does no harm, and finally falls to nourish new leaves. So it should be with all men. And women.